Alright, I'd like to thank all the love and support coming from all my friends on dA and off dA, it's been great having you all to talk to!

Things are not all better obvioulsy, but some things have settled down a little. Most of the same things apply, but I like to accept and move on-Enjoy the time given to us.

Now, my sister still hates my guts exept for when Bones, South Park, and Desperate Housewives is on, but I'm really getting used to that. Accept and move on.

My friends' devorice is still upsetting news, but it's no longer on my mind all the time. In the end, if they just don't do it for each other anymore, that's fine. I'll still love em both.

My friend with cancer:
She's been holding up. She's still the same person, happy, extroverted, and sweet as hell. With situations like this, you just have to learn to enjoy what time you do have with them. You're going to have plenty of time after to mourn, but don't make them watch you mourn. Just love em.

There is still a maybe that I will be moving to San Jose, but it's very small. My mother has finally come to terms with how many friggin schools I've been to and says she wouldn't drag me out for senior year too shove me into some new high school for ONE YEAR then off to Mills! Phew.

Lizzie CC, yeah, she's still in the hospital, but I've been visiting a lot and we've talked a lot of things through. Her brother and I are trying to get her out of the hospital-He's learned all the right things from the doctors to be able to take care of her himself-but we still need his mother to sign her out. Unfortunately, we can't really find her. So, as soon as we do we're good.

And on the subject of her brother James. He's been better. He's been a lot better. We also talked a lot of things through and yeah. He's better. I mean, it's always going to be slightly depressing when your sibling is dying (DUH!) but he's no longer talking about taking his life. In fact, he's admitted to me how stupid and selfish that would be.

The other two personal things are getting there, but another thing has emerged with my aunt's baby. So we'll see how things work out.

ld Journal Disclaimers:

And one more thing, something I've been meaning to come out about for awhile now.
I DISLIKE HUGS!
If I do not reach to give you one then I CLEARLY DO NOT WANT ONE AT THE TIME! To all those people who want a hug every fucking time I see them every fucking day YOU CAN LIVE WITHOUT ONE! Hugs are nice in moderation, but for heaven's sake, people, they're the LAST thing I need when I'm down. When I'm down I need people to just deal with a bitch attitude, I need them to leave the room if I'm losing it, I need them to let me meditate for awhile WITHOUT CONSTANT DISTRACTION, I need them to let me yell at them for awhile. Last thing I need is for them to give me a friggin hug. Unless I jump into your arms, I do NOT want to give/get one. At all.

Alright, I don't give a mother's ass crap about who you all go gossiping to, I just wanted to get that off my chest. It's been looming and I don't want it to start affecting my behavior. If I'm being too much of a bitch, you come up to me and tell me to knock it the fuck off, got it? No one deserves my crap and if I accidentally give some every now and then, I do not mean it.

Hope you all had a fab thanksgiving